CA1 is coming

Tomorrow starts ca1 le, i did study 4 it..haha.......i went to auntie house on fri....til 2day then bk home.......i secretly brought all the books and notes to go my auntie house do revision........cannot let my guardain knows tat i did study........she will tell my mum.......cannot let mother knows i study.......cannot cannot cannot........cannot le my family knows i study for test....no never.....cos i wanna to prove sth.....sth tat i think is important...and retarted.......must pretend nv study, dun care dun care......wan fail.........but inside my mind the attitude is totally opposite......Family dunno wat i am thinking abt....they dun no mi...haha tats cool, i like it, tats wat i wan......they cant know mi cos even i dunno myself.......no ones can know abt mi except myself.......